I sit and stir with a lump in my throat
Struggle for peace of mind in the worlds conditioning thoughts
Listen to my intuition
Trust the power to create my divinity
Breathe deeply to find solid ground, faith in self
There is a push that I pull
A pull that I push
A fight in my mind
Battle between old and new
Things that are not of me and my truth
I sift threw old memories
Push myself to heal, to feel
Feel feeling that are dark and recognize the light comes and goes
I am not a product of my environment
I am only me
I can't rely on my surrounding to fofill me
I must dig deeply to see myself in the darkness and the light
Liberated in both
To trust that one does not over power the other
Trust that the balance of both is what truly meets my needs
To know that even though I am pressured to be only light; it is the darkness that protects me, serves me, uphold my boundaries, and allows me to feel fully
To be wholesome is to embrace the light and the dark
Feel fully every emotion that flows through my veins
Built up in dirt- adversity builds character
Filled with light to empower and illuminate by looking in and projecting out
So at times I look a little gray but I find that those who love me when I'm a little dirty love me unconditionally and do not try and steal my light
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